When the things that could be Can’t When the things that would be Won’t When the things that should be Shan’t I press into You I press into You My Rock Redeemer Lover Friend
Liminal
Liminal (adjective) 1: of, relating to, or situated at a sensory threshold: barely perceptible or capable of eliciting a response 2: of, relating to, or being an intermediate state, phase, or condition https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/liminal
That space between peace and not peace Liminal Notice it dear heart Stand up and pay attention That liminal space where we move from peace to not peace Fear Anger Frustration Impatience Selfishness Worry Concern Draw in rather Faith Life Hope Perspective Peace Love Joy (of Jesus) Into that liminal space And live Live Live
Winnowing
Winnow transitive verb 1: to remove (something, such as chaff) by a current of air 2: to get rid of (something undesirable or unwanted) https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/winnow
What wants winnowing Poppa What wants winnowing in me My heart My soul My mind Blow away the chaff Poppa Clean out all the gritty bits that stick And fume And fester And foil Fill those spaces with Love Peace Patience Kindness Goodness Gentleness Towards All that causes me To need winnowing All
Morning Prayer on Canada Day
Father, this morning I awake Grateful to live here Grateful for the profound privilege that I was born into Poppa there is brokenness and sadness in your land and today I repent for The many ways that I and those who have gone before me have used our privilege to lord it over others For the many ways that in thought, words and actions we have done harm, so much harm For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have participated in systemic racism so to perpetuate our privilege For the many ways in which our greed and the unfair use of our shared resources has caused terrible suffering for others For the many ways in which our thoughts, words and actions have facilitated and promoted systemic racism in this land For the many ways in which we have thought and acted without love, without compassion, without kindness, without care. For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have been complicit in thought, words and actions in the sin of and then the covering up of the sin that led to the suffering and deaths of so many children and members of their families I repent in sorrow and shame for my own sin and the sins of those who have gone before me Help me to listen with compassion and to learn with humility Help me to live in love Creator God please heal our land. I pray these things in the strong name of Jesus Who lived and died for love Amen
Transformation
Ten seconds with You The actual You (not the idea of you) You And I’m healed Transformed Holy Spirit Come (and keep on coming) trans·form /tran(t)sˈfôrm/ make a thorough or dramatic change in the form, appearance, or character of.1 1. https://www.google.com/search?q=transformed+meaning&rlz=1CAWAFN_enCA858&oq=transformed+&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j35i39j0j46j0j69i61l3.12233j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
Your Voice
Your voice ( I long to hear) Your voice (perhaps) Your voice (requires still the bitter thing) Wait Forgive Hope Trust and still yet wait some more
Another Sunday
He lets me rest in green meadows;
He leads me beside peaceful streams.
He renews my strength.
He guides me along right paths,
bringing honor to his name.
Psalm 23: 2-3 (NLT)
Another Sunday
And I wake to the dull ache of
Displacement
Replacement
Ideologies masked as theologies
That
Shipwreck sanctuary for
(me)
Spirit steer me
(and my fellow refugees)
Home
We long for
Home
Obstreperous
obstreperous adjective | ub-STREP-uh-rus Definition 1 : marked by unruly or aggressive noisiness : clamorous1 Obstreperous Hard to pronounce One has to peer And Roll the word about Careful not to miss a consonant (or vowel) Obstreperous Marked by unruly or aggressive noiseness Clamorous Oh church Be not named such Behaving like a child too much indulged “Go To Your Room!” And shut the door And Seek Spirit Seek Jesus Seek Poppa Return to Love Joy Peace Patience Kindness Goodness Faithfulness Gentleness And Self Control 1. Merriam-webster.com/word-of-the-day retrieved April 15, 2021
The Text
The Unwelcome Voice Interrupts Comes unbidden And Disrupts And Discombobulates And Memories (now mostly healed) Threaten to fester And I Call to You Jesus For help And You Rescue Me again
The Courtroom
You render all things well Knower of all truth Understander of all things Your judgments are true, perfect and wise When the accuser stands before You and makes his case (against me) In that magnificent courtroom over which You preside I can only but agree and repent in dust and ashes And then Hide myself Align myself with You Jesus Redeemer of my soul