If

If I let You 

Order the day
Order my mind
Order my soul

Things go

Better
Smoother
Easier

My heart doesn’t pound so
My mouth doesn’t snap so
My mind doesn't race so

As Eugene Petersen rendered so wonderfully well

I walk in the

Unforced rhythms of grace1


Who wouldn’t want this Poppa

Who








1. Matthew 11: 20 - 30 The Message

Tangled

Life

Meanders along just fine and

Unravels in a moment
(a second is all it takes to make a total mess)

Right?

Then begins the 

Untangling

Unraveling the


Slow

Tedious

Painstaking

Courageous

Work 

To become

Whole 
(ish)

Again

Gargantuan

Tears tremble
Threaten to spill
At every remembrance

Of 

An old grief 
Yet gargantuan
(I should be over this by now)

I’m tired

Embarrassed
Overwhelmed 
Afraid
Ashamed

What if I start crying
Will I ever stop

Coyote

Twice now
I’ve seen you
Standing stopped still

We interrupted 
(twice)
Lucy and I
Your morning and evening wanderings

Scourge to some you appear to me majestic
Your coat now thick and grown healthy with good hunting

You paused

As did I

We sized each other up

Considered

And then went our separate ways

You to your world

I to mine

Strange

Geese now flocking
But strange 
I find them
Sheltering under 
Unlikely trees
The water now too warm for their liking and 
At odds with
Ancient instincts



What have we done
What have we done
What have we done

Choosing


Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil wi
th good

Romans 12:21
New International Version

Today
In the plain everyday nothing remarkable ordinary day of

Returning something at the store
Checking on an overdue order
Confusion over the date of a program
Driving

I choose

Will I 

Be

Overcome by evil

(and heave and sigh and roll my eyes and demand my way and demonstrate my selfish 
self interested disgust in a thousand tiny ways)

Or

Will I 

Overcome evil

With

Love
Joy
Peace
Patience
Kindness
Goodness
Faithfulness
Gentleness
Self-control

Every day
(in a thousand tiny ways)

We choose
(for better or for worse) 

We choose 
For me 

We choose
For you

Poddle

Poddle
verb
To walk with slow, short, or unsteady steps; 
to proceed in a dawdling or uncoordinated manner



I might as well get comfortable 
With poddling through the day 
As poddling and dawdling 
Are more appropriate for my age

No longer 
Slick and sleek

But really rather slow
 
Meandering and
 Measured and 
Wobbly as I go

Oh 

Wreak

wreak verb
\ ˈrēk  also ˈrek  \
wreaked; wreaking; wreaks
Definition of wreak
transitive verb

1: BRING ABOUT, CAUSE
wreak havoc


You didn't mean it
Couldn’t have
Wouldn’t 

Yet

I’m wrecked
By your wreaking

Heal me Poppa 
Heal me
Heal me
Heal me

Me

I am too small under its weight

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