You asked us to be with You In that Shadowy Waiting Dark Scary Lonely Place That place before The Cross We got tired We got sleepy We shut our eyes And couldn’t Stay Awake You knew all that (somehow) Yet/still Invited us In Cause You knew (and we know) That Company (even fickle/faulty) Is welcome (even if they can’t go the whole way) And really The darkest places Are Solitary places Places we go to Alone Death Sickness Suffering Pain Betrayal Rejection Misunderstood Those are the alone places Places we go to Alone Except That You are there Jesus You are there You Who went the whole distance In the dark Are there You You You Are there
Shine
In you is the source of life and in your light we see light Psalm 36:9 The darkness of old cruel paths Archaic/barbaric ways of thinking/being/seeing Shroud me/us Blinds me/us to the good/bright/life way Jesus I/we need your light/life Shine Jesus Shine
Is It Really All About
Is it really all about Me Mine I (and rights and freedoms and don’t tell me what to do) I thought the common good was the thing The other The weak The poor The disenfranchised The lonely The sick The lost I thought the Other was the thing That We were meant to be on about (You know) The least of these That HE is always on about Or If not the least of these Then at least The Body So many amputated now Wounded Cut off (from one part at least) Because It became too much about Me Mine I (and rights and freedoms and don’t tell me what to do) (an unintended consequence I’m sure) How When Why Did we lose The Way How When Why Did the Main Thing Cease to be The Main Thing How When Why Did we make it all about Me Mine I (and rights and freedoms and don't tell me what to do) When (perhaps we lost our way a long time ago and didn’t even realize that we did) Jesus Your beloved Bride is Broken Angry Confused Forlorn Lost Spirit come Rescue Revive Redeem Restore She needs New life Again
I Dreamt Of You
I dreamt of you I dreamt of me You arrived welcome (but uninvited) I called (fearful) Beckoned (hopeful) come join us And You entered (but) Stiff Arms yet folded tight across your chest a Vain shield around your cold hurt embittered heart (I’m sad for you I’m sad for me) Come Lord Jesus Come Heal Restore Renew Make New As Only You Can Do I'll wait Am waiting Will wait For You
Envy
I envy your stillness Your peace As I thrash about in the heat and mire Of Restless thoughts trapped in a Restless frame Jesus I look to You For peace In My limbs My joints My heart Peace in the wee hours When Your light Is dim In me
Sunday
Sunday Sunday (used to be a fun day) Sunday Sunday Sad Now I gulp down the grief (for all that was lost) And Go (to try) To trust (because) --- Because Of And In And Through And For YOU Jesus For You I trade my anger (towards the ones who poisoned the well) For forgiveness For peace For hope For faith For love For You
Bevy
A bevy of voices Beckon Call Teach Preach Shout Demand Speak Whisper Complain Confront Cajole Encourage Slam Text Tweet Post Broadcast Stream Podcast Remind (whew) But Jesus It's You Jesus Simply You Jesus (in and through and amongst and in spite of all that) That I Am listening For
Could Would Should
When the things that could be Can’t When the things that would be Won’t When the things that should be Shan’t I press into You I press into You My Rock Redeemer Lover Friend
Liminal
Liminal (adjective) 1: of, relating to, or situated at a sensory threshold: barely perceptible or capable of eliciting a response 2: of, relating to, or being an intermediate state, phase, or condition https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/liminal
That space between peace and not peace Liminal Notice it dear heart Stand up and pay attention That liminal space where we move from peace to not peace Fear Anger Frustration Impatience Selfishness Worry Concern Draw in rather Faith Life Hope Perspective Peace Love Joy (of Jesus) Into that liminal space And live Live Live