How

How did 
Koinonia 
Come to mean 

Women in fur coats
And 

I/we 
Don’t belong
Really
(and never will)

How did
 I preach the Word of God
Come to mean 

Misogyny 

and 
and 
and

Help me Poppa
In all the undoing

You are doing 

In me/us

To keep You

The reality 
Of 

You

Heal Your church Poppa
Heal me/us
Help me/us to find

Your good way

The 
Way

How


Morning Prayer on Canada Day

Father, this morning I awake
Grateful to live here
Grateful for the profound privilege that I was born into 

Poppa there is brokenness and sadness in your land and today I repent for 

The  many ways that I and those who have gone before me have used our privilege to lord it over others

For the many ways that in thought, words and actions we have done harm, so much harm

For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have participated in systemic racism so to perpetuate our privilege

For the many ways in which our greed and the unfair use of our shared resources has caused terrible suffering for others

For the many ways in which our thoughts, words and actions have facilitated and promoted systemic racism in this land

For the many ways in which we have thought and acted without love, without compassion, 
without kindness, without care. 

For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have been complicit in thought, words and actions in the sin of and then the covering up of the sin that led to the suffering and deaths of so many children and members of their families 

I repent in sorrow and shame for my own sin and the sins of those who have gone before me

Help me to listen with compassion and to learn with humility

Help me to live in love

Creator God please heal our land. 

I pray these things in the strong name of Jesus 
Who lived and died for love

Amen

Repent and Weep

We
 
The settler peoples 

We

Are 100%  
100% to blame 

Responsible 
(culpable)

 For 

The reprehensible 

The unthinkable 

The criminal

The cruel

The lonely deaths 

Of children

Children!

This great corporate and individual sin rises as a stench into your throne room Oh God

(Abuse
Neglect
Greed
Violence
Abuse
Neglect
Greed
Violence)


 I repent 
I repent and weep 
I repent and weep for their children
I repent and weep for their children
 
That 

Are 

No 

More

I repent and weep

I repent and weep

I repent and weep

I repent

I

Canadian Genocide

215 
Kamloops, British Columbia
CANADA

104 
Brandon, Manitoba
CANADA

38
Regina, Saskatchewan
CANADA

751
Cowessess, Saskatchewan
CANADA

35 
Lestock, Saskatchewan
CANADA

180
Carlisle, (Prince Albert) Saskatchewan
CANADA
...

(One would have been too many)

A voice 
Many voices
A Thousand voices
Thousands upon thousands of voices

Weeping for their children because they are no more 
Weeping for their children because they are no more 
Weeping for their children because they are no more 

 I am weeping for your children because they are no more 



Check myself

I checked myself
(in Lethbridge the other day)

Because I saw (not) you

(but)

your Race
your Affect

(and)

I felt

Fear
(and)
Judgement

(and so)

I 
Had 
To

Check myself

And shout silently
To you
To You Poppa
To you my soul

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

I didn't 
See

You

Loving your neighbour

“Love your neighbour as yourself” 
Mark 12: 31

Loving your neighbour might mean
Removing monuments 
(that don’t tell the whole story)
Renaming merchandise 
(and sports teams) 
that you like
Making sure that EVERYONE can vote
Staying silent and letting someone else talk 
Not worrying about vandalism 
(because getting rid of lynching is more nb)
Not getting your way (for once)
Loving your neighbour 
might 
mean 
this

Not Countless

Only one time
(in my white privileged life)
was I made to feel
"less than"
(a dental receptionist in Saskatoon disdained me for my poverty and not having insurance for the extras they wanted to do)
Only one time
Not hundreds
Not thousands
Not countless
Not hundreds
Not thousands
Not countless

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