Sunday

Sunday
Sunday
(used to be a fun day)

Sunday 
Sunday
Sad

Now I gulp down the grief
(for all that was lost)

And Go
(to try)

To trust
(because)

---

Because 

Of

And 

In

And 

Through 

And 

For 

YOU 

Jesus

For You

I trade my anger
(towards the ones who poisoned the well)

For forgiveness

For peace

For hope

For faith

For love


For You

Ghosted

How low can you go

Ummm
Well

How about getting ghosted by a
Professional God Gospeler

Woah

Ummm

Well

That is pretty low

As low things go

Even so

Beloved

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

Asthma Attack

Desperate
Wild eyed
Unhinged

I stagger beneath the weight 

Of 

My 

Man child in arms

He can’t breathe

Help me
Help them
Help us
Help


I’m not 

Desperate for You Poppa

Not like this

Not 

Help me
Help them 
Help us
Help

Help

Poppa

Help

Could Would Should

When the things that could be 

Can’t

When the things that would be 

Won’t

When the things that should  be 

Shan’t

I press into You
I press into You

My

Rock
Redeemer
Lover
Friend

Obtuse

Obtuse adjective

ob·​tuse | \ äb-ˈtüs  , əb-, -ˈtyüs \

1a: not pointed or acute : BLUNT b(1)of an angle : exceeding 90 degrees but less than 180 degrees (2): having an obtuse angle 2a: lacking sharpness or quickness of sensibility or intellect : INSENSITIVE, STUPID b: difficult to comprehend : not clear or precise in thought or expression

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/obtuse

Willfully
Blindfully
Ignoring all evidence 
Peer reviewed published
Text to the contrary

Perpetuating
Shrieking 
Spouting all
Ignorance 

Ignorance
Ignorance 
on a Calamitous scale

Death
Death

Death comes knocking

Death comes knocking
(He needs no convincing)

Death 
Death
Death comes knocking
Death comes knocking
Still

Desperate

Us/them
We/they
I/he/she/they

I'm weary of the war

(so weary of the war)

Are you

(yet)

Come Lord Jesus Come
Come Lord Jesus Come

Come Spirit Come

Renew
Restore
Redeem
Heal
Bring light

We are desperate for your Light

(even if we don't know it)

All That Glitters Is Not Gold

I watched you

Holding court

In the place
Where she should have been

Smug
Broad smile 
The confident shell
(hiding deceit and theft and and)

I watched you

My smile thin and wan

Forced

Dredging up forgiveness to accompany it from my tired worn out soul

I watched you

You got the brass ring
You did
(Not gold mind you)

Brassy

Plundered

Ill gotten gain

I watched you and wondered

How long Oh Lord how long

Will the guilty go unpunished

How long

I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive

I forgive

Winnowing

Winnow
transitive verb

1: to remove (something, such as chaff) by a current of air
2: to get rid of (something undesirable or unwanted) 

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/winnow


What wants winnowing Poppa
What wants winnowing in me

My heart

My soul

My mind

Blow away the chaff Poppa
Clean out all the gritty bits that stick
And fume
And fester
And foil

Fill those spaces with
Love
Peace
Patience
Kindness 
Goodness
Gentleness

Towards

All that causes me 

To need winnowing

All

Morning Prayer on Canada Day

Father, this morning I awake
Grateful to live here
Grateful for the profound privilege that I was born into 

Poppa there is brokenness and sadness in your land and today I repent for 

The  many ways that I and those who have gone before me have used our privilege to lord it over others

For the many ways that in thought, words and actions we have done harm, so much harm

For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have participated in systemic racism so to perpetuate our privilege

For the many ways in which our greed and the unfair use of our shared resources has caused terrible suffering for others

For the many ways in which our thoughts, words and actions have facilitated and promoted systemic racism in this land

For the many ways in which we have thought and acted without love, without compassion, 
without kindness, without care. 

For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have been complicit in thought, words and actions in the sin of and then the covering up of the sin that led to the suffering and deaths of so many children and members of their families 

I repent in sorrow and shame for my own sin and the sins of those who have gone before me

Help me to listen with compassion and to learn with humility

Help me to live in love

Creator God please heal our land. 

I pray these things in the strong name of Jesus 
Who lived and died for love

Amen

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