Beloved Keep the Main Thing The Main Thing (and) I AM The Main Thing
Sunday
Sunday Sunday (used to be a fun day) Sunday Sunday Sad Now I gulp down the grief (for all that was lost) And Go (to try) To trust (because) --- Because Of And In And Through And For YOU Jesus For You I trade my anger (towards the ones who poisoned the well) For forgiveness For peace For hope For faith For love For You
Ghosted
How low can you go Ummm Well How about getting ghosted by a Professional God Gospeler Woah Ummm Well That is pretty low As low things go Even so Beloved Let it go Let it go Let it go
Asthma Attack
Desperate Wild eyed Unhinged I stagger beneath the weight Of My Man child in arms He can’t breathe Help me Help them Help us Help I’m not Desperate for You Poppa Not like this Not Help me Help them Help us Help Help Poppa Help
Could Would Should
When the things that could be Can’t When the things that would be Won’t When the things that should be Shan’t I press into You I press into You My Rock Redeemer Lover Friend
Obtuse
Obtuse adjective
ob·tuse | \ äb-ˈtüs , əb-, -ˈtyüs \
1a: not pointed or acute : BLUNT b(1)of an angle : exceeding 90 degrees but less than 180 degrees (2): having an obtuse angle 2a: lacking sharpness or quickness of sensibility or intellect : INSENSITIVE, STUPID b: difficult to comprehend : not clear or precise in thought or expression
Willfully Blindfully Ignoring all evidence Peer reviewed published Text to the contrary Perpetuating Shrieking Spouting all Ignorance Ignorance Ignorance on a Calamitous scale Death Death Death comes knocking Death comes knocking (He needs no convincing) Death Death Death comes knocking Death comes knocking Still
Desperate
Us/them
We/they
I/he/she/they
I'm weary of the war
(so weary of the war)
Are you
(yet)
Come Lord Jesus Come
Come Lord Jesus Come
Come Spirit Come
Renew
Restore
Redeem
Heal
Bring light
We are desperate for your Light
(even if we don't know it)
All That Glitters Is Not Gold
I watched you Holding court In the place Where she should have been Smug Broad smile The confident shell (hiding deceit and theft and and) I watched you My smile thin and wan Forced Dredging up forgiveness to accompany it from my tired worn out soul I watched you You got the brass ring You did (Not gold mind you) Brassy Plundered Ill gotten gain I watched you and wondered How long Oh Lord how long Will the guilty go unpunished How long I forgive I forgive I forgive I forgive I forgive I forgive I forgive
Winnowing
Winnow transitive verb 1: to remove (something, such as chaff) by a current of air 2: to get rid of (something undesirable or unwanted) https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/winnow
What wants winnowing Poppa What wants winnowing in me My heart My soul My mind Blow away the chaff Poppa Clean out all the gritty bits that stick And fume And fester And foil Fill those spaces with Love Peace Patience Kindness Goodness Gentleness Towards All that causes me To need winnowing All
Morning Prayer on Canada Day
Father, this morning I awake Grateful to live here Grateful for the profound privilege that I was born into Poppa there is brokenness and sadness in your land and today I repent for The many ways that I and those who have gone before me have used our privilege to lord it over others For the many ways that in thought, words and actions we have done harm, so much harm For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have participated in systemic racism so to perpetuate our privilege For the many ways in which our greed and the unfair use of our shared resources has caused terrible suffering for others For the many ways in which our thoughts, words and actions have facilitated and promoted systemic racism in this land For the many ways in which we have thought and acted without love, without compassion, without kindness, without care. For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have been complicit in thought, words and actions in the sin of and then the covering up of the sin that led to the suffering and deaths of so many children and members of their families I repent in sorrow and shame for my own sin and the sins of those who have gone before me Help me to listen with compassion and to learn with humility Help me to live in love Creator God please heal our land. I pray these things in the strong name of Jesus Who lived and died for love Amen