Desperate

Us/them
We/they
I/he/she/they

I'm weary of the war

(so weary of the war)

Are you

(yet)

Come Lord Jesus Come
Come Lord Jesus Come

Come Spirit Come

Renew
Restore
Redeem
Heal
Bring light

We are desperate for your Light

(even if we don't know it)

All That Glitters Is Not Gold

I watched you

Holding court

In the place
Where she should have been

Smug
Broad smile 
The confident shell
(hiding deceit and theft and and)

I watched you

My smile thin and wan

Forced

Dredging up forgiveness to accompany it from my tired worn out soul

I watched you

You got the brass ring
You did
(Not gold mind you)

Brassy

Plundered

Ill gotten gain

I watched you and wondered

How long Oh Lord how long

Will the guilty go unpunished

How long

I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive

I forgive

Transplanted

It was the same familiar garden
That she once knew well

Where 

She once grew and thrived

But

Then

The rain never rained
And
The sun never shone
And 
The weeds grew and grew
And
The flower

She waned

So

The Gardener
(in His mercy)
Took the little plant

Tenderly 

Carefully 

Up by the roots 
(so painful, so vulnerable, so raw)

And carried it to

Another 
(unfamiliar)
Part of the garden

Where

The rain rained
And
The sun shone
And
The weeds were weeded
And 

The little flower

Grew

Come On In

Grief

You arrive unexpected
(yet welcome)

Like friends and family who don’t need to knock but can 

Come 

On

In

(to my house)

My Heart

I welcome your intimacy
(and make space for you to)

Recall for me

Deep
Love

Deep
Loss


Grief 

I’m at home with you
(I welcome you)

Come 

On

In

Morning Prayer on Canada Day

Father, this morning I awake
Grateful to live here
Grateful for the profound privilege that I was born into 

Poppa there is brokenness and sadness in your land and today I repent for 

The  many ways that I and those who have gone before me have used our privilege to lord it over others

For the many ways that in thought, words and actions we have done harm, so much harm

For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have participated in systemic racism so to perpetuate our privilege

For the many ways in which our greed and the unfair use of our shared resources has caused terrible suffering for others

For the many ways in which our thoughts, words and actions have facilitated and promoted systemic racism in this land

For the many ways in which we have thought and acted without love, without compassion, 
without kindness, without care. 

For the many ways in which I and those who have gone before me have been complicit in thought, words and actions in the sin of and then the covering up of the sin that led to the suffering and deaths of so many children and members of their families 

I repent in sorrow and shame for my own sin and the sins of those who have gone before me

Help me to listen with compassion and to learn with humility

Help me to live in love

Creator God please heal our land. 

I pray these things in the strong name of Jesus 
Who lived and died for love

Amen

Morning Walk

Weeping may endure for a night, But joy comes in the morning.
Psalm 30:5(NKJV)

After a day and a night and a day 
Of sorrows and bitterness remembered
I awake and

The sun is shining
The birds are singing
The fish are swimming
The dogs are barking
The children are playing
The frost is melting
The trees are budding and

I remember that

You

Are 

Love

And 

You order 

And

You know

All  things well

All

Shattered

He heals the wounds of every shattered heart.
Psalm 147.3 (TPT)

When the centre
Is shattered 
By

Sin
Sloth
Silence
Selfishness
Squandering

Oh Poppa

Repair
Restore
Renovate
Resuscitate
Rehabilitate 

I wait for you

I'm bored of my brokenness


You 

Who make all things new

Make my heart new 

Please



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