Forgiveness is easy Like skating on glass If you don’t peer to closely At the wrong But If you gaze long and hard And consider all the stuff You might go crashing through the surface And Drown
Abrasive
When the world is too Abrasive Cold Hard Mean Rude Cranky Frustrating Annoying Sad/Bad The invitation is always there (always) To crawl up on into Poppa’s lap And rest awhile Awhile
Hysterectomy
The searing heat sneaks up Surprises Roils to a peak And recedes Leaving me Tired And worn And wet And weak This poor bodies response to the loss of something core To who I am/was Its manifestation of Grief I’m sorry dear body I’m sorry I didn’t know what else to do You know as well as I that I Was Bleeding To Death Forgive me dear body Forgive me and Let’s find peace For you Again
I Dreamt Of You
I dreamt of you I dreamt of me You arrived welcome (but uninvited) I called (fearful) Beckoned (hopeful) come join us And You entered (but) Stiff Arms yet folded tight across your chest a Vain shield around your cold hurt embittered heart (I’m sad for you I’m sad for me) Come Lord Jesus Come Heal Restore Renew Make New As Only You Can Do I'll wait Am waiting Will wait For You
Ghosts
I’m haunted by ghosts The ghosts who ghosted me Whispers of Loneliness Loss Shadows of Love (unrequited) Pass over My soul And Leave A Hollow Ache
Sunday
Sunday Sunday (used to be a fun day) Sunday Sunday Sad Now I gulp down the grief (for all that was lost) And Go (to try) To trust (because) --- Because Of And In And Through And For YOU Jesus For You I trade my anger (towards the ones who poisoned the well) For forgiveness For peace For hope For faith For love For You
Ghosted
How low can you go Ummm Well How about getting ghosted by a Professional God Gospeler Woah Ummm Well That is pretty low As low things go Even so Beloved Let it go Let it go Let it go
Late Sweet Peas (for Fay)
Late sweet peas Brought by a Friend in a White Milk glass Vase And I Smile (again) Sniff (and then) Savour summers (present and past) And Breath in Hope You see me You see me You see me
Could Would Should
When the things that could be Can’t When the things that would be Won’t When the things that should be Shan’t I press into You I press into You My Rock Redeemer Lover Friend
Breathe
Earth I long to lie upon you And Breathe in Latent oxygen Sheltered in your stones Restore me Re-create Renew