Envy

I envy your stillness

Your peace
As I thrash about in the heat and mire
Of 

Restless thoughts
trapped in a
Restless frame

Jesus I look to You
For peace 
In 

My limbs
My joints
My heart

Peace in the wee hours

When 
Your light 
Is dim
In me

Ghosts

I’m haunted by ghosts

The ghosts who ghosted me

Whispers of 
Loneliness 
Loss

Shadows of 
Love

(unrequited)

Pass over
My soul

And 
Leave

A 
Hollow

Ache

Sunday

Sunday
Sunday
(used to be a fun day)

Sunday 
Sunday
Sad

Now I gulp down the grief
(for all that was lost)

And Go
(to try)

To trust
(because)

---

Because 

Of

And 

In

And 

Through 

And 

For 

YOU 

Jesus

For You

I trade my anger
(towards the ones who poisoned the well)

For forgiveness

For peace

For hope

For faith

For love


For You

Bevy

A bevy of voices 

Beckon
Call
Teach
Preach
Shout 
Demand
Speak
Whisper
Complain
Confront
Cajole
Encourage
Slam
Text 
Tweet
Post
Broadcast
Stream
Podcast
Remind

(whew)


But

Jesus 

It's You

Jesus

Simply You

Jesus

(in and through and amongst and in spite of 
all that) 

That I

Am listening

For

Ghosted

How low can you go

Ummm
Well

How about getting ghosted by a
Professional God Gospeler

Woah

Ummm

Well

That is pretty low

As low things go

Even so

Beloved

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

The River

I want to stand in the River

Feel you 
Push 

Push 

Push 
Against me

Take me from the shore 
Beautiful River

Sweep me off my feet

With

The irresistible current 
The irresistible current

Of

Poppa's 
Plans
Purpose 
Peace

Swallow me whole 
Beautiful River
Swallow me whole

In

The current of your love
The current of your love

Your ways
(Higher and better than mine)

Your way
Yahweh

Sweep me along 
Beautiful River
Sweep me along 

To

New and unknown shores


I'm leaving the life jacket behind
Leaving it all behind

Geese Scatter

The lake

Now teeming with goose and gander

Awakens

Filled
With noise and splatter

Honk

Honk

Honk

Honk


You fly


Organized by some unseen eye

In v’s and v’s and v’s and v’s


Flee fly flo

(my beloved)


Off.

You.

Go.

Perpetuity

Perpetuity 1ETERNITY sense 2: the quality or state of being perpetual bequeathed to them in perpetuity 3a: the condition of an estate limited so that it will not take effect or vest within the period fixed by law b: an estate so limited 4: an annuity payable forever1

Perpetuity

Are there many things?
 (actually)

You 
 
✓

Your love 

 ✓

I thought the word was inperpetuity
(did you?)

Am I the only one?

Confused
  1. https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/perpetuity

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